the only thing I know is, when I mix butter,
and a couple of other ingridients in a bowl, drop tablespoons of dough onto a baking sheet and bake it for 15 minutes, something sweet, delicious and real comes out of the oven.
Whenever I feel lost and overwhelmed, I put my apron on, and bake something!
When I mix all the good ingridients together, and put something in the oven
when I see a spoonful of dough becoming a beautiful cookie
when I take it out and the smell is everywhere,
when I try the first bite,
when I see the happy faces eating my creations,
I feel satisfied
I feel alive
I feel like myself