What do you do when you feel stuck?
I feel like I`m in between two lifes. The old one, isn`t right anymore, it`s not fitting any longer.
But the new one isn`t here, yet....
I feel like I`m walking in an emptyness.
All the things, which used to be so calming and certain, are suddenly not helpful anymore.
I feel lonely, therefore I`m writing...
Writing is the only thing in my life, which I never ever lost.
Since I learned my first letters, I`m constantly writing. It`s like my secret best friend.
The only thing I never gave up.
But, what do I do now?
I want to explore in real life, not just in my fantasy world in my head.
I want to make picnics in the sun, search treasures at fleamarkets, laugh with new friends, go to the movies, go to concerts and scream and shout, I want to walk through the city until my feets hurt, swim in a lake, wear pretty dresses and feel pretty in them!
How can I get these things?
I`m not sure, yet....
I`m just sending these questions and thoughts out there and observe, what might come back!